Moral of the story, you never know what life holds in store for you, and if I would have given up when all the odds were stacked against me, I wouldn't be where I am today. We have been in a relationship for a year now, and are very happy together. The woman I am with was going through a very similar situation at the time of my own separation, and we just stumbled in to each others life unexpectedly. My third child is, wait for it, ALSO 4 YEARS OLD. We don't fight, or argue, or say hurtful things to each other. Today, I am close friend with my kids mother. I stopped feeling so damn sorry for myself, and I became the father I needed to be in that moment, not the weak boy I was behaving as. It hurt my hand like hell but I was motivated. I relaxed for 5 ♥♥♥♥ing minutes to this music long enough to realize that I was going to be okay.Īfter coming to that realization, I turned the game off, and I went back to work. I was able to see the fruits of my "labor". I was able to experience other peoples joy and happiness. I was able to put behind me the pain and suffering that had been cast over me. With that being said, after doing so, I had a new found joy and hope for life. In fact, I may have only played this game a day or two. I must admit, I didn't beat the game, or play nearly as long as some of you. I decided that it had to be worth a shot. I somehow stumbled upon this game and read some of the reviews. Having nothing better to do, I searched for a game I could play, ONE HANDED while I recovered. Multi-season crops (i.e., Ancient Fruit, Coffee Bean, Corn, Sunflower, and Wheat), however, will continue to grow during all. It can be planted only during its designated season, and when seasons change (after the 28th day), the crop will wither and die. I have never had fits of rage, or been one to break down and cry, but I was in a low spot that just really buried me from being able to see the light on the other side. Crops are plants that are grown from seeds to be harvested for the purpose of profit, food, or gifting. Keep in mind that just a few months before this, I was the happiest man with no history of depression or anxiety. The hand I desperately needed to make sure I could continue to provide.Īfter learning of the severity of my self-inflicted damage, I was borderline suicidal. the hand that I held and carried my children to bed with. That caused me to break my 5th metacarpal in my right hand. I got so mad one day from everything spiraling out of my control that I punched some concrete in a moment of overwhelming emotion. When we were going through our separation, I found myself lost and miserable. My ex-wife and I have a daughter together, and adopted our son together.
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